Honoré de Balzac to Countess Ewelina Haska (June, 1835)
I’m not the girl your mother warns you about.
I won’t kiss your best friend or break your heart.
I won’t make you choose between what you love to do & me.
I’m not cold. I’m not reckless.
I’m the girl your father mentions when your mom’s not around.
I’m the girl that gets away.
I will love you more than anything.
I will kiss you when you cry.
I will stand by your side until you decide otherwise.
And you’re just like your father, so you will.
You’ll let me go & I won’t look back,
But you will.
I promise you, you will.
I’m that girl.❞
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Anonymous (via lesbian-a-la-mode)
Today, I am happy. This pregnancy has been the hardest and harshest thing on my body, and it’s been a constant struggle to stay healthy to say the least. It’s so true when they say your body kicks you to the curb & and cares only for the baby, and I’m actually happy with that. Everyday I feel the little kicks and punches, and to be told I’ve got a healthy and active little baby (amidst my troubles) is a blessing a lot of people have no option in having. I’ll take the pain, the bedrest, the health scares and the endless doctor calls/visits cause my body is doing something that’s gonna be so worth it. I’ve been blessed with a tiny little miracle, and i couldn’t imagine a day now without feeling my little baby moving around and reminding me of this new found love I feel. 😭 Omg pregnant emotions guys, sorry for the rant. Today I’m just happy to be breathing and to love and be loved. To have an amazing guy by my side and supporting me & I’m really thankful for the life I’ve been blessed with. #pregnant #blessed #thankful #grateful #rant #emotional #pregnantproblems #health #mommy #happy #selfie #19weeks #babykicks #pregnancyhormones #sostrong #sorryboutit 💁💖
Douglas Coupland - Life After God (via sex-like-a-nympho)
I want love that takes my breath away with emotion, love that cries together,
love that has no shame at all, love that’s for bones, to help us grow,
love that’s still exceptionally caring at three in the morning.
I want love with endless trust, love that asks if you’re okay, love that hugs tighter than my body is used to, love that doesn’t let go…
I want love that’s patient and kind, love that means forever, until we die.
I want a love that talks about how and why we pissed each other off and then makes up after.
I want love that goes to parks and the mall and into the woods and in my room and in the bathroom and in cars and on roller coasters and to places we’ve never been.
I want a love that is pure ecstasy while completely rational,
a love that gives just as much as it takes,
a love with honesty as the bane and holding each other to ease the sadness.
I want a love that sleeps on your chest with your legs over mine, intertwined.
I want to love you with detrimental force, so strong is the love that the pain isn’t felt..this is all a promise, a guarantee, I am waiting for someone to make it with me, to give me what I want. I want love. ❞
Kayla Kathawa - I Want Love (via ninakathawa)